24 Jun 2008
22 Jun 2008
I can't make it through without a way back into love
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions
There are moments when I don't know if its real or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love and
If I open my heart again I guess
I'm hopin you'll be there for me in the end
(From Way Back Into Love from the movie Music and Lyrics)
13 Jun 2008
I've tried a couple. The only-drink-this-soychoco-shake-for-all- meals diet. That cabbage soup diet thingy. The Herbal life thingy. After the initial high of losing weight, things go back to normal, so too the pounds.
So why have I embarked on a brand spanking new diet I hear u ask ?
Well, I am tired of thinking that I can't go without rice for 2 days. I I want to prove to everyone and even more myself, that I can be disciplined. That I can resist temptation. That I can stick to a program. That I'm no giver up-er. That's right. I've taken on the 14 day No Carbs, No Sugar, No Fun Diet!
Day 5 proved to be quite historical. I've lost 2 kgs. AND...even bigger than that...I managed to resist every piece of curry puff, pisang goreng, spring roll, doughnut and chocolate cake at the party at work today. Damn good job if I have to say so myself. That is a BIG achievement.
So what happens after Day 14? I will have meat, eggs, and oh yes, vege and fruit. But I will make an effort to cut down as much carbs as I can.
8 Jun 2008
Perhaps this new start has clicked opened Pandora's box. Or maybe it's something else altogether. I feel different. I feel a little strange. It's not necessarily a bad thing. Feels like something has awakened. Like something is happpening. Not sure exactly what, but...something.
Butterflies in the tummy...flies up to the heart...then head, then they do somersaults right back to the tummy. Ever get that feeling? Settle down now butterflies, may Friday come soon.
1 Jun 2008
Peter and Jonathan, drawing book fanatics. I shall remember u.
And Ralph, the 2nd grader who borrows books
after school - I shall miss u too!
(And a little emotional!) I shall remember the good times.