So what if my head is too big right now?

I've been getting quite a few messages from people on Friendster lately. Some messages express interest to be friends. Many tell me that I look cute,sweet even beautiful! My initial reaction? What the ??$%^? When did pigs start flying? Is the moon blue everyday now? When I was young, I always felt...

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Ode to my denim jacket

DJ and I during happier times.*Taken from a previous post written in 2005*Dearest DJ, I went to St. Kilda yesterday on my own, by tram. It was a sunny day, but a little cold, the wind was the penetrating kind. I hugged myself...

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All out!

I haven't given it much thought until recently. Have I really tried to be what I want to be - a writer? Granted I've applied for creative jobs, but with each rejection, I change my course, look for something else and invariably end up with a job that's not that bad, but not something I want. I've always...

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Rambling on....

So the alchohol has warn off and in the place of the happy buzz, is once again nothingness. Sometimes I wonder if there is any point of having a moment, only for a moment. Is there? Cos' when it all ends, things are back to square one. Ur back again on your own, facing the same ol problems,the same...

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2am ramblings

Sometimes things get interesting. Life gets interesting. Suddenly u realise u are high on long island tea and beer and something that taste like bombay saphire plus God knows what, and things are happening. Sure he was off his face. It's true that he was 98.9 percent drunk and did not know what he...

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Sky Stories

I've always been a big fan of the sky, particularly in the evenings, just as the sun begins to set. It has always offered me peace and when times are not so good, even hope. I like the way different colours blend into the palette,...

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Deja vu!

There's a familiar feeling in the air. Or is it just in my head? Almost every thing annoys me. My aunty, who just made an accusation sooooo off the mark, annoys me. Messages on Friendster with spelling mistakes, yes, they annoy me. The cat,lying lazily underneath the car trying to beat the afternoon...

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I am still in the Amazing Race!

I found out yesterday that my aunty had a relapse of her condition she had 3 years ago, when she narrowly escaped death. Early yesterday evening she got weak, felt dizzy and fell out of her wheelchair. Yes, she is in a wheelchair. She had knee surgery 3 years ago but somehow it didn't do her any good....

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