30 Aug 2012

Busy Bee

Well, it's been months since I last updated my blog.

Who or what shall take the blame this time? My busy schedule? My months of babysitting? My efforts in maintaining the online website VS? Baby Juhi? My uninspired self?

The answer is - all of the above.

Truth is, these past few months have been quite overwhelming. First of all, I've got a taste of working from home and I didn't like it all that much. I miss having colleagues, hanging out with those colleagues, being a part of a larger unit.

It didn't help when most of my days were spent talking to a baby. Five months ago, I would have never guessed that I would be able to take care of a child. And I'm pretty damn good at it. Salute to mothers everywhere, I know now what a hard job it is, especially for those full-time, at home mums.

Just as I was wondering about the direction my life was going in, I went for a holiday to America with my mom. A holiday, that I didn't feel I deserved. But strolling on the streets of New York in late June, I realised I did indeed deserve the break, although it was not one that I planned.

It gave me time to think about what I really wanted in life and as much as I enjoy my days with Juju and writing (or attempting to) in between, I know that this is not a permanent solution for me. I need more and I am working towards it now.

And I'm excited about the prospects. :)


No comments :

Header Background Designed by Freepik